Monday, December 14

FYPJ can be fun but also tiring...
the fact is i m always rushing to sch no matter how early i went out of the house to wait for the bus
the bus is always late... esp during the hols..
i m sick n tired of running to sch everyday
even though it will be a form of exercise for me...
sooner or later i will get heart attack de...

work on sat was damn wth!!!!
the boss ask me to finish my IPP pj!!!
i m damn pissed off la
i m gg to tolerate for the period of 3 mths FYPJ period while working part time in tt damn idiotic company
then i m gg to quit!!!!
stupid bunch of demanding ppl.....
treat employees like shit n want to be respected... wait long long!!

apart from tt, i had a gd time shopping at tampines with my mum after work
even though we did not really buy anything but at least it is relaxing after the stupid pissed off day of work.....
slept through the whole sunday morning cause was too tired out...
check out facebook n then watch videos online...
super relax at home... slacking

n now i m in the relax yet stressful lab
where my blacked faced supervisor will soon show up in the lab....
haizzz.... how i wished my pj was much more simpler...
X(

Tuesday, December 8

my world has collapsed...
her presence, her words, even her name is making me mad, crazy, lunatic
she does not know how people feel when they hear whatever comments she made
her words were like short sharp daggers that can kill anyone who is not strong enough
she does not think that she is wrong in some decisions she made
she do not know the reasons that friends leave her
she thinks that people who left her have attitude problems
when she is the one that have attitude problems
cant she see the reason at all???

she use people like they were a post stick note
need it and they are there...
finish using it, into the dustbin they go
help is given to her because she needed it
because she was still considered a friend
but does she really know the meaning of the word FRIEND???
does she really appreciate the help that was given to her???
i really have no idea.... totally no clue to what she is thinking already......
being her friend is like fighting a war that does not have any chances of winning
seriously wounded with scars.....

she can scold u one day and not talk to u the whole day
then the next day she will talk to u like what ever has happened yesterday never happen at all
what kind of life is this!!! i hate it!!!