Saturday, March 23

Strange dream

Had a strange dream that woke me up from sleep.

Here is how it goes. It started with me on an expedition with my friends and they were discussing whether to row the boat to an unknown place to try to eat the special worm. What's the benefit? I did not know but definitely remember they regret rowing to the place. After that I was at home with 2police officers and they were checking my friends things which I do not understand how it end up at my house. Then I saw myself feeling very lost and scared when the officers told me to be careful after they took some things away. Oh ya, not to forget I was holding on to a thumb drive very nervously which I do not know what is inside?? 
After the officers left my house, my parents think that it is unsafe to stay at home and they were going to bring me to some place but end up I went into the new lift of the block and saw my mum assure me she will go to level 1 soon as she was not able to get into the lift. Feeling scared, I woke up from this eerie dream and was not able to sleep and writing this post.

I am so sensitive to dreams because what ever I dream always come true in the future.  I hope this is just a normal dream caused by watching too much criminal cases drama.

On the note, I am going to go to the travel agency later with my aunt, hope everything can be settled.

If only I can go back to sleep!!!! It is only 6am and some more a Saturday!!!! Haizzzz

Monday, March 18

A look at 2012

it has been a long time since i last blog.

the year 2012 has been full of ups and downs:

The first incident:
around mid july, company's HR manager resigned. my instincts tells me that its high time i think whether i  should continue to work in the company after being stressed out because of the mountains and mountains of work and having a pair of very unappreciative bosses who just scold and blame employees, who slogs like cows to do events and think of ideas to promote the company, when they are in bad mood.

my instincts was right, its time to leave. a lot of my colleagues tender their resignation when the new HR manager come in. it is funny to see so many employees enter the office of the new HR manager with their letters and i am one of them. she asked me why i want to resign and persuaded me to stay but i stay firm on my decision and was finally summoned into the bosses office for questioning. dun you think that it is weird that the bosses questioned your resignation and dun accept your resignation letter??? he even told one of the employees a story about the eagle and the baby eagle and how he is the eagle training the baby eagle which is the employee to fly. i think it is so ridiculous that i dun even know to laugh or cry. still i managed to resign thanks to the HR assistant for finding a replacement so fast.

Second incident:
found a part time job after slacking for 1 month at home.
it was a temp packer job at a warehouse near expo but the environment there have its pros and cons.
Pros:
the aunties that i worked with are very nice people
1hr lunch break
10 mins tea break in the morning and afternoon

Cons:
delivery orders sometimes too many that we dun even have time to break
the aunties are more politics than the office environment

but overall it was ok even though the pay very little but still can survive. job lasted from sept to dec when finally the company decides to cut off all part timers. 4 mths in the warehouse was a very good experience.

Third incident:
i finally can go to korea!!! so happy that i keep counting down to the day of the flight!!!
took the plane for the first time in 22 years!!! woohoo!!

however, all trips with family members bound to have conflicts.
on the second last day of the trip, which was the day where we went to the cosmetic shop, i wanted to buy the new powdered form sunblock since it was so cheap then. it was on a buy 2 free 1 promo but my grandma upsets me by shouting so loudly that i have a medical condition in chinese which sounds so wrong.
i was so upset that i totally have no mood to shop at all so i went out of the shop which to my amazement, everybody thinks that i am very childish and spoilt child. i totally cannot accept it at all, they did not even consider my feelings when everybody heard what my grandma says. i am so damn hurt. in the end, my sis persuade me to buy some handcream as they look very cute and also buy some masks for my close friends.
i finally persuaded by my sis, went into the shop to buy the things i need to. however, my grandma totally ignore me for the rest of the trip, even when we were in the hotel.

since then, i told myself it is impossible to go on a trip with family members esp if u have elderly with you, either you will come back with a lot of regrets or there will be eternal destruction of your image.

so that sums up my ups and downs in 2012, i think only downs more correctly.

the year 2013 starts well as i got a part time job for 2 mths at a research company and the pay is damn good
people there are very nice and they give you advice when you are stuck. not like when i am in the previous company where pay is so little and no advices but scoldings. overall, it was a good environment.

now i am unemployed again.... haizzz.

counting down to D-Day: 21 more days to go

Friday, August 6

long time nv blog again...

was admitted to the A&E because of high fever n penadol flu max last fri.... haizz
after eating the stupid penadol!!! make me bodyache all over!!!
dunno wat happen to me.... high fever all of a sudden
thought tt it was only serious flu then end up boosting the healthcare economy.. haizz

after tt mum is the biggest prob due to the fact tt i had a 700plus bucks root canal treatment on wed b4 i was admitted.
gt nagged by her when she reached A&E but i was too weak to rebut so i just let her nag...
i m super relieved tt i dun need to admit into the ward because my temp drops to normal range by 6pm although my hands r still shivering

i must really apologise to the office staffs as well as other colleagues for scaring them like tt
n also thank them for their care n concern =)


this month really make me spend a lot of money!!! must start to spend wisely liao!!
being mc for 1wk can be a gd thing because i can rest however it is bad cause i cant get any money from work... haizz
n one more headache prob is tt the lunar 7th month is nearing
everytime when the 7th month is here, i will have insomia.... hope tt this yr will not be tt bad....


lastly, i hope tt i have time to change my blogger wallpaper to some cool Shinee wallpaper!!! XD
~Onew & Taemin forever!!!!!~

Wednesday, July 28

just spent $700 on my root canal treatment which landed me into a huge cold war with my mum... haizz...

due to my laziness... i ended having to treat this stupid tooth with 700 bucks which is only the first treatment.... dunno how much i need to spend for the next treatment...

i know tt it is super ex but dental treatments are this ex one wat n some more i went to the specialist clinic to get it done because of some timid dentists in the nearby clinics.....
i m spending the money i earn from work in this treatment lor
its not as if i waste so much money from her....

the best part is.... dunno how long she will stay angry.... X(
spending so much on 1 tooth really make me feel like banging on the wall la
but i gt no choice wat... scold also let her scold le... wat more does she wan???
the most i work everyday to replace the lost money la...

money is always the root of all problems!!!!!!X(

Friday, July 23

so tiring today....
was bombarded with a lot of work in the office... X(

i gt a submission before 31 july n i haven even finish half of it for one of the mock-up
it is super sian lor...
then the company server config is so damn annoying la!!!!
the service personnel taught me so many times with diff methods but i cant seem to get the correct config which made me very pek chek!!!
lucky those 2 tt came down were ok de... still can joke with me to lighten the tense mood

came home super late n super tired but still feel like coming online
for so reasons, i m super attached to my laptop already
if i dun go to facebook or twitter, i will feel very empty...
working in the office is super tiring when i m the only one doing all the IT stuffs....
only by coming online at night or even using my laptop can lighten my mood a bit...
searching for new hp theme n wallpaper at the moment..
dunno if i can get any nice theme or wallpaper....

wish tt tml i will be able to smile n joke with my colleagues..

Wednesday, July 21

did not manage to find a nice blog template...
so sad... X(

yesterday was so angry at singtel for connecting my line to another person!!!!
how can they do tt!!! it is like no wonder no one can contact me!!!!
since mon night my hp already showed me tt my SIM card is inactive for like no reason
then when i call for technical support, they suggest i try my card on another hp if not go down to hello shop to change a new SIM card so i went down to change the SIM card
then end up my line is being used by other ppl!!!!
it made me so angry tt i feel like screaming at the person tt help me to change my SIM card!!!
fortunately, my line is back to normal ard 8.30pm

after breakfast just now, i decided to pack my super messy table.
have been packing for 4 days including today...
i guess i have to maintain a clean table so tt i can find my things easily...
haizzzzz.........

there are so many things tt i wan to do but i cant find the time to do it.....
i wish time will not pass by so fast.... X(

Monday, July 12

due to korean craze...
i decided to change my blogskin to this...
gg to change to Shinee blogskin if i find a nicer one later..
but for now... it shall be the cute Taemin!!!
lol.. hope tt i dun sound too childish like tt mad n crazy woman Xp